yieny's Xanga

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 04:07:33 GMT

Relink Me

I'll see you there!!!

My friends.

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 07:41:39 GMT

Please RELINK me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Text me, call me, nudge me, leave me a comment for the link.

There's no forever.

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 09:06:41 GMT

This is my last post. I've decided to switch to Blogger. I love my xanga but... Hmm..

The past is our future.

♥

Lady Castle!!!

It's not over.

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 03:42:25 GMT

"Please don't tell me it's too late
If you love someone don't throw it all away."

Sad? Down? Empty? Unhappy? It really sucks to feel this way.

This morning I woke up and tears started before I even got out of bed. I got online and my friend talked me through it as a matter of fact. I feel much better now, not "great" but much better than this morning. I can feel the pain in my heart and now it is being sweezed so tightly, that I can't even scream.

Does anyone else feel like this? What is it? Is it hormones or my mind playing tricks on me thinking I can live with this one day and then the next I am going to remind you how awful it is..

Yea, I'm way too emotional, I know I am up and down but I cant seem to help it. I'm doing everything I can, why isn't it happening to me?

I feel teary and I feel so sad and empty.

Why won't they understand? I did nothing wrong. WHY? Don't hate me please. I always try my best to study hard. I always try my best to be a good girl. Why can't you all accept me? I'm tired. Really really tired.

I think I need some rest.

Up. Down. Up. Down.

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 05:07:13 GMT

What happened to you? I don't know who I am anymore. I miss you as I used to be. I want to have a home again you know. We were friends. We got a friendship to used to believe it. I miss that, and I miss you too. I guess I mess it all.

Hmm...

She hides e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g with a smile. I know I'm a faker..

Kuih Muih Day!!

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 04:03:55 GMT

Me and BIPO went to Pesta before the Raya.

Kah Mun's quote.

"Ny asked me whether am i interested in going to Pesta yesterday.
And I asked 'Go there for what? Buy kueh?'

OHHHHH GOSH~~~Ny and I love fattening stuffs alot.
Enjoy eating kueh, bread and all "lapsap" is our "KUAN"!!! tsk tsk tsk!!!

Dont care, we ended up there at 5."

POPIAH POPIAH!!!!!!!!!! HUG YOU HUG YOU!!!!!!

DONUT DONUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KISS YOU KISS YOU!!!!!!

I LOVE KUIH!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE KUIH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW WOW WOW!!!

EAT YOU EAT YOU!!! FAT ME FAT ME!!! WOW WOW WOW!!!

I bought roti jala too~ 4 for 1buck only,cheap hor? * I sounded aunty again*

Roasted Chicken~

MY brother's fav!!

Ayam Percik!!!

Pop Pop!! I miss Pop Pop so much!!

We tried the bamboo-tube rice, it's really nice.

Tata~ My dinner~

I love my food, and of course I love my outing with MISS KAH MUN~

Hahahaha.

Complicated.

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 10:24:19 GMT

"Let me ask you all a question, what is worse?

Not getting everything you wished for?

Or getting it but finding it's not enough? "

♥ One Tree Hill ♥

Updating soon.

Yes. No.

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:58:44 GMT

Needy is when you are co-dependent and basically expect the sun to rise and set on him.

Needy is not asking for clarification about where you stand with the relationship because you want to ensure that you are both on the same page.

"Do you think I am being needy?"

Future.

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:12:00 GMT

I'm going to work for 3 days!!! Thursday, Friday, and Saturday!!! HATE!!!!

Alex, Kiwi, and Leon are coming to BP this Sunday. Happy girl!!

♥

I miss my baby boy!!

Beat.

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 01:59:42 GMT

Yup. I drew something for you again. Hahaha. Cute, isn't it?

Hahahahaha.

She thought. He thought.

In her dream, she received a text from him. A sweet sweet message from him.

She was so happy. She read the text again and again. She loves him.

But, it's just a dream, right?

She's dreaming. A sweet sweet dream.

♠

Do you love bubbles? Yes. I love bubbles.

The day everthing became nothing.

Soon? or never?